January 2010
Our wrongs remain unrectified
Lips are turning blue
A kiss that can’t renew
I only dream of you
My beautiful
Tip toe to your room
A starlight in the gloom
I only dream of you
And you never knew
Like how I'm now, alone.
I am alone. Alone here and alone in the world. Alone in my heart and alone in my mind. Alone everywhere, all the time, for as long as I can remember. Alone with my family, alone with my friends, alone in a room full of people. Alone when I wake, alone through each awful day, alone when I finally meet the blackness. I am alone in my horror.
I don’t want to be alone.
I have never wanted to be...
